Saturday AM Dither

A stream of semi-consciousness

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Too many words
I haven’t a clue how to write them-
frustrating
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I believe
but am not sure what I believe in
Past
Future
The ever-present unknown ‘NOW’
Things keep getting past me
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Who am I writing this to?
or for?
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The dogs are asleep
If I had a cat, she could sleep on my lap
The world is quiet
and somehow forboding
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Need to check the fluids in the car
and start some laundry
and clean up around here
throw some shit away
pay bills and figure out where the money goes
poverty sucks!!!
All I can do is cry in my coffee
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A better self inside me laughs
“You’ve worn yourself down, you’re tired,
keep writing.”
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I think too much
sometimes
but…
Oh, there I go again.
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I feel so small
the world is large
the universe huge
the quantum multiverse — OMG!
and yet,
I am a part of it all
I inhabit it in body and mind.
Do these few lines just exist on a page?
In 2, 3, 4… dimensions?
In how many realms does ‘thought’
travel
or exist?
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In the domain of possibilities,
what is impossible?
where lives logic?
where soul? or intuition?
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Sometimes I just have to dither.
and laugh
and rage
and cry.
Now that I have, maybe I’ll get some things done.
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Dana Sanford 1/12/2019

Poet. Philosopher. A sense of Humor. 60 years ago I rode the winds at the top of a tall cottonwood. Buy me a coffee @ https://ko-fi.com/danasanford

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